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I know I was wrong to leave you. You may not be right for me but you’re always true to me. All this time away gave me the strength to say I was over you… but I cracked and came back… and it was good! So I will stop fighting my true nature, I am what I am, you and I are one in the same. So what if you have used countless hundreds like me every night, but when I am with you, I feel as if I am the only one. So lie to me again, cheat on me again, and make me feel like you care just one more time. Take me back West Sixth, I’m going to make 2009 a year to remember, trust me !

My Clone Army!

So it’s late again, well almost 2am… and I am up in my home office backing up old photos and getting ready to move into my apartment. I have been having one of those self reflection weeks again, damn seems I have a lot of them lately. Well mostly because I am bored again, and need an outlet. Thinking I might start playing paintball again to let off some steam. Well this post was started after looking at all the photos of myself over the years and how I have aged, and I don’t feel like I look that much different over the last 8 years. The photo above starts when I was 20 years old (far left) and moves all the way to recent (far right). WOW, am I growing up… or am I still that kid I was 8 years ago? I sometimes can’t tell the difference, physically and mentally. Ha, if anything I have more responsibility now… a lot more. Have a mortgage, student loans, credit card, and car loans to pay these days… money money money. Damn, think this turned into a money rant, well its late and I am really sleepy.

Listening to some dope hip hop… I sometimes wish I could just stream music straight into my head 24/7 to block the noise outside. I found a new iTunes station that has been playing some of the best beats I have heard in a long time. The station is in the HipHop category or you can visit the website at TrueHipHop.fm for more information. Def worth the time to check it out, it has made my days fly by.

Okay well I always close my post with some stupid comment or Ed-ism so let’s see how you like this one.

Don’t find someone you can live with, find someone who you can’t live without … and if they don’t want you just keep drinking, because there are plenty of fish in the sea… but if they can’t swim away then you can just club them on the head.