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So its late, and I find my self once again thinking about my life and what I am doing with it. I am living it, right now and at this very moment my life is being lived by me. Fuck if I only get one shot at this life (as far as I know) so I make the most of it each and every day. Some times that little voice says “What if….” well I say “What if I don’t….”. People tell me to wait and something good will come…. I can’t wait, to many people wait for something to happen. I quit my last job because my Creative Director told me “wait my turn”, I said no…. You blew your chance. I am here today, so I live today…. I can’t wait for tomorrow, for all I know tomorrow may never come. Not to say I live on the edge, what ever that means. I live in the now, and a little in the past (but I am working on that), but not much in the future. I don’t ignore the possibilities with my future, I am well aware of what I can do… maybe that is why I am so stoked on the idea of what could happen next….. hmm, “Happen Next” just the idea behind that phrase is confusing, because we would like to think we know, and want to prepare for it…. but we are really clue less as to what “next” is.

I was doing 70mph to Dallas passing tractors… true story.. ask JD.

PS. don’t mind this rant, its late and I can’t sleep